Saturday, February 20, 2010

Back in Bondage



Since two days i am bondaged and restrained again. Mistress Nolan gave me the choice between a few humiliating forms to stay.
I choosed the latex-bondage-suit she suggested. The first 20 hours were real mental torture - too high was the difference between my beautiful style up before and the degrading look i have now.



I have to wear a complete black latex-bodysuit with a latex-hood with possibility for extreme gagging and restriction of communication. My arms and wrists are bound by strong and very secure locked steel shackles. Cruel ballet-boots avoids a comfy walking. Each step is pure torture inside them.



The shame about my situation was so huge, i hided myself the first day at the Dirty Backyard on a matress - my face digged inside. No one should watch my face in this terrible, uncomfy appereance.
I found myself as very ugly at the beginning.



On the second day my mood was a bit better and i placed myself at our Humiliation Kennel at FFU.
I didn´t want be named as "whiner" or "drama queen" this time.
So i bear this bound and restricted situation this time with less tears as possible. Unknown how long i have to stay in this all...