Sunday, March 18, 2012

Back To The Roots



The last weeks happenings and treatments done on me enforced a radical change of the current situation i was into, before my mental death would have overwhelmed and deleted my existence. This diary-post will show the most of that sad path through a psychological hell i struggled with.



I had perverted treatments and rough scenarios as so often before, this was for sure nothing to break me completely i thought.



Sir Jonah, a dominant and shapeshifting creature appeared as dragon and abused me sexually on a wooden cross.



But of course this rather "soft" form of using me did not let me flounder on my way at the Glass´n Stone House.



The next cruel experience started for me as i met Sir Koichi, one of the club´s supervisors. He was around with his slave-girl Taha and i did not expect to get hurt on that evening.



He was busy by disciplining his girl and i thought myself safe for the moment - but this thought was wrong as i should feel a bit later.



Sir Koichi commanded his slave to go at home, he would have something to do now on me, he advertised. Suddenly my mind sank in fear and trembling started to build up. In Koichi´s hand i noticed a big electric drill and he approached very close to me with that tool.



I got asked why my asshole would be so tight always and the cruel supervisor advertised to enlarge it with the drill he held behind me. I had to bend and during the next 30 minutes he destroyed painful and bloody my inner anal regions.



Hours later while still a huge amount of pain flooded my hurt ass i met again mister Byron, a sophisticated but not less cruel client.



The gentleman-sadist blindfolded me and forced me to stand with my back pressed to the club´s steel-cells, arms and legs spread wide. I got chained to the rods and the fearful trembling got me again.



Mister Byron called the also very very cruel new captive, named Ellori to assist him. I noticed her scary and mostly extreme painful, and often deadly doings on other preys around, and started to worry in fear while the blindfold darkened and avoided any sight. The treatment became definitely painful as Ellori was commanded to bring a glowing poker and had to scorch my nipples, parts of my soft breasts and as final decoration also my belly. The amount of anger about that all got mixed by the agony i had to bear with.



Killed i was then too as a brutal client named mister Jenzels decided to rape me hard before he used the deadly consequences by using most hurting and bonebreaking abilities of a stretching bench inside the club-house. My spine broke as last, before that i had to experience how joints bust and shoulders gets split. Also my ankles and wrists were fully damaged before i finally died.



After my corpse was brought to Morken´s genetics laboratory i awoke to life with my beloved red hairs again. But this little joy went not long since a serial killer stalked me and murdered me most scary by using a sharp fast rotating buzzsaw on me at the Horror Rape Asylum to where he brought me before.



Hunters from the Glass´n Stone House managed it to kidnap my bloody messed up corpse and regenerated me at the Edgewater Island to the former blonde state again. Desperation, frustration, and a deep depression tortured my now obviously weak and nearly broken mind. I was yelling around, inflicted horrible and silly drama and was then for the club´s security forced to stay in the cages to calm down in any way. Retreated from my position as assistant, nude, ashamed and helpless i felt the world around me fade - the mental crash was initiated. But then a miracle became true...



My very rich niece Aikiko had got notice about my gruelling fate and made her way to the Edgewater Islands. She negotiated a lot with Miss Shani and Sir Iezious, the club owners and payed an incredible high amount of money to get me free from the current status. Aikiko did another relevant choice and darkened her own fate by the cleverness of the club owners - she managed it to enable the client-role for me, but unfortunately she had to give her own future and life in the sadist-club´s hands.



But me was free and released from the weight of frustration as i had the ability to leave the cage, got my red member-card and the permission to let out all my bottled-up anger on the poor victims there.



A blonde prey in latex-lingerie dressed had to suffer as one of the first. I bound her tight to the well known torture-bench with ropes and gagged her to avoid too loud screams while scorching and melting the shiny stockings in her legs and soles.



The poor and incredible suffering victim got hurt then again while i cut off every toe and every finger by using big tile cutting and breaking pliers. The amount of blood was overwhelming and her muffled screams surrounded me until i released her to death by slicing her throat with a blade, she was not longer usable for other clients with that cruel dismemberment she got before.



By all this new freedom for me now, the danger is not fully over.



A sadistic lady named Caroline, also a very respected client at the club, surprised and scared me intense as she attacked me with her sharp blade, forced me to strip while bleeding and commanded me down on my knees.



While smiling and enjoying the power she had over me, she injured me then deadly as she cut deep in my thighs and enforced a final bleeding.



Also doctor Cliassi noticed my promotion and the status-change of me and was not very amused about that new fact.



He chained me to a pole and maltreated painful my breasts with long pointy needles shoven and stitched through my soft sensible flesh.



At all, my role and position changed and i feel miles better than the long weeks before. But there is no 100% safety of course...cruel things can happen, irrelevant who you are or in which position you just settle...